hindsight is...
a lot can happen in *gasp* 4 years since last writing here. on one had, it brings me a lot of joy. we all have our days when everything feels directionless and stagnant, and it's humbling to look back at things and realize... woah, I guess there's progress after all. but still. i've never felt particularly *pressured* to achieve something besides the usual goal posts (graduate from university, get a diploma, get a job). my parents certainly didn't pressure me to go for anything beyond that, and i don't recall discussing any other ambitions with my peers. now, in this crazy era of AI and social media, it seems like everyone's a founder, everyone has their own startup, or they've sold their business in a 6 figure deal, they have families, get relocated for work for something exciting, are buying houses and hosting insane dream weddings... i hate admitting this, but i do feel the tinge of pressure. i don't even know what's the specific thing to fee...